Challenges

My life is full of ups and downs but im trying to keep my faith in the higher man. Everyday I wake up to life and wonder what's going to be handed to me today. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep and wonder "Why Me"? Did I do something wrong or is this just the life that I destined for. Somedays I don't know if to go up or stay where I am because I had enough of darkness and ready for my revelation.