Pain & Sufferings

I have been going through a lot for awhile now and I'm wondering when everything would stop. I know god don't give us more than we can bare but I wonder why he keeps making me go through all these different circumstances. I woke up today very discouraged and I was close to giving up my education and get another plan. It's taking everything in me to stay focus and hope that I can see the Green Light one day. Without waking saying "Why Me". I 'm  trying to figure out why god keeps testing me because I have been through a lot and I 'm tired of going through stress.